Open chest, heart on the floor

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-27T15:40:00

2004-04-27T20:42:53Z

Who wants to come with me to see This Is The End this weekend?

Minglewood
Saturday May 1
7:30 PM
w/ The Rest, The Ghost, and The Moment
5 dolla

Let me know if you want to go.

I want a lover I don't have to love, I want a girl too sad to give a fuck.

2004-04-27T20:20:00Z

I thought I would do a real update in this journal. Lately, a lot of random people have been IMing me on yahoo and hitting on me. It sucks. They're all like 20+ and I don't want anything to do with them, yet they won't leave me the fuck alone. They never want to talk about anything normal either. Its always, "Are you a virgin? What would you do with me? Do you masturbate?" Is that all people think about anymore? Sure there are some perks to that stuff but its not all there is to talk about. What happened to just talking about music or having a serious conversation with someone? There's some guy from Pakistan hitting on me too. That's good times right there. He's like 23. I know it might be different in his culture, but 23 and 17 is not normal in this culture. I don't think age matters, I just think maturity levels differ, as do goals in life. I had some chick hitting on me today before I left for school. WTF, lady? I likah dah mens. Not really too fond of the poosay.

Today, I found out that I've been nominated for Student Council by one of my teachers. I already know it was Mrs. Magill. I think I'm going to go for it and yeah. Everyone vote for me, K? hehe. hmm..lets see...I'm applying for the Honors in Escrow Program. Sending my stuff in today. I really want to get in, so I have to do well on my ACT's tomorrow. I know I can always retake them if I don't do that well. I want to get at least a 22 or 23. 21 would be ok but I think 22 is better. Thursday I'm not going to school at all because I have a doctor's appointment. I'm just going to sit at home all day and do nothing. Probably sleep a lot.

I think I have my college choices narrowed down to 2. Augustana and UIC. w00t. We all know my course of study.

Marshmallows are tasty. Thats all I have to say. I'm going to nap now before work.

I want a lover I dont have to love. I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk.

2004-04-24T18:35:58Z

Don't go see Dawn of the Dead. Its a really fucking stupid movie. Anyone who knows me, should know I don't like horror movies, but this one was just fucking stupid and a waste of my time. I'm glad I paid $1 for it. I wasn't scared at all. I laughed the entire time I was there. Dumb movie. Thats all I have to say because yeah. So, bye.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-14T23:20:00

2004-04-15T04:21:04Z

Second Installment of CD changing

Maybe when the room is empty
Maybe when the bottle's full
Maybe when the door gets broke down love can break in
Maybe when I'm done with thinking
Maybe you can think me whole
Maybe when I'm done with endings this can begin
This can begin...this can begin

If you could be my punk rock prince
I would be your garage band queen
You could tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're going to be something

Maybe when your hair gets darker
Maybe when your eyes get wide
Maybe when the walls are smaller there will be more...space
Maybe when im not so tired
Maybe you can step inside
Maybe when the look for things that I cant replace
I cant replace...I cant replace

If you could be my punk rock prince
I would be your garage band queen
You could tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're going to be something
If I could be your first real heartache
I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock prince
I would be your heroin

I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watched your life go past
You wonder if you should

Now you should be my punk rock prince
I would be your garage band queen
You could tell me why you just dont fit in
And how you're gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache
I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock prince
I would be your heroin

Whoa oooh, you know
You only burn my bridges
Whoa oooh, you know
You just can't let it sink in
You could be my heroin
You could be my heroin

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-13T21:25:00

2004-04-14T02:25:25Z

I'm changing all of the songs on this CD, so they apply to me. Here goes the first one.

Standing on the edge of morning
Cursive and New Found Glory
playing as I'm putting on my clothes
I drive away
Feeling worthless
Used again but nothing's different
I stayed the night
But know he doesn't care

Home by 2:15
Deafening quiet
The kitchen light's off
Yes, they forgot it
I cried myself to sleep
But don't dare
Then I want to be a model
I want to hear I'm beautiful
I'm beautiful

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you

Dressed by 7 and out the door
No light
I've memorized the floor
So I can leave without being detected
I work till eight
It's uniform
I dream that he'll come by the Biff
I pray for days
The boys mean I'm protected
And I want someone to see me
I need to hear I'm beautiful
I'm beautiful

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you

And I can't sleep
I can't sleep
And I can't sleep
At all

I want to save you
I want to save you
I need you
Save me too
I want to save you
(let me save you)
I want to save you
(let me save you)
I want to save you
(let me save you)
I want to save you

Jesus. That was boring and reptitive. Good times.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-13T00:07:00

2004-04-13T05:08:03Z

Yeah...new journal...friends only. I'll still write in this one, but maybe not as much. semantics0fsong

If you want to be added, just comment and if I want you to read what I'm writing, I'll add you.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-12T15:12:00

2004-04-12T20:12:52Z

Mike: What do you want for your birthday?
Me: A hot male prostitute.
Mike: How much do those go for?
Me: Oh, $100/hr
Mike: How long do you want him?
Me: 10 mins is fine.
Mike: Ok, I'll see what I can do.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-12T12:37:00

2004-04-12T17:37:24Z

What stupid celebrity are you destined to kill? by daydreamer8852
Name
Birthdate
You killed
With a
On	February 18, 2023

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bringthemsi @ 2004-04-12T01:18:00

2004-04-12T06:23:40Z

dryerlintradio: w00t, show me some titty
nippynoodles05: justin! lol
dryerlintradio: what?
nippynoodles05: you big weirdo
dryerlintradio: oh
dryerlintradio: well can i see some titty or no?
dryerlintradio: i need somethin to do while i finish my food
dryerlintradio: cuz ima go to bed soon
nippynoodles05: lol so you want to see my titties?
dryerlintradio: mmhmm
dryerlintradio: unless youve got like 5 nipples or somethin
nippynoodles05: i do
nippynoodles05: i have 5 nipples lol
dryerlintradio: oh
dryerlintradio: shit...
dryerlintradio: can i see anyways?
nippynoodles05: haha
nippynoodles05: my cat is sitting on the desk, how are you going to see them if shes in front of me?
nippynoodles05: she wont move
dryerlintradio: move the cam, lol
nippynoodles05@sbcglobal.net: lol
dryerlintradio: there is always the option of saying no, mind you
dryerlintradio: and see also: i will not be stroking my meat
dryerlintradio: lol masturbation is kinda borin nowadays
nippynoodles05: then why do you want to see them?
dryerlintradio: for the hell of seein em
nippynoodles05: lol
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: you're strange
dryerlintradio: oh
dryerlintradio: lol so is it a no?
nippynoodles05: no its not a no
Yahoo! Messenger: dryerlintradio has logged out. (4/12/2004 12:40 AM)
dryerlintradio: *invisible*
dryerlintradio: so is it a yes?
nippynoodles05: i fingered that
nippynoodles05: i dont know
nippynoodles05: its a maybe
dryerlintradio: oh
nippynoodles05: lol
dryerlintradio: is there a time limit on this maybe?
nippynoodles05: yes lol
dryerlintradio: how much? like 15 seconds?
nippynoodles05: i dont know lol
nippynoodles05: the cat wants to get in on the shot hahahah
dryerlintradio: lol you can show your cat too if you want
nippynoodles05: not my poosay
dryerlintradio: what?
dryerlintradio: who said anything about poosay?
nippynoodles05: me
dryerlintradio: oh
nippynoodles05: stupid cat lol shes all on the side
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: this is harder than you think lol
dryerlintradio: lol yeah?
nippynoodles05: yeah
nippynoodles05: where am i sending this mother?
dryerlintradio: what mother?
dryerlintradio: *edited email address*
nippynoodles05: this picture homie cuz i cant do on cam, my cam sucks and i would have to sit there 5 mins for you to even see one min
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: k
dryerlintradio: lol thanks
nippynoodles05: im going to have to attach it as a file, but i dont think you'll have to dl it
dryerlintradio: lol alright
nippynoodles05: lol
nippynoodles05: merry christmas
dryerlintradio: w00t
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: lol
dryerlintradio: lol and a happy new year
dryerlintradio: not bad ashley
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: omg shut up ahha
dryerlintradio: lol why?
nippynoodles05: i dont know
dryerlintradio: okay then
dryerlintradio: ash, nice rack
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: hahahaha
nippynoodles05: do you want to touch them?
dryerlintradio: lol sure
nippynoodles05: haha ok
dryerlintradio: why?
nippynoodles05: just asking
dryerlintradio: lol alright
nippynoodles05: and because i heard you were an effin beast
dryerlintradio: haha
dryerlintradio: yeah im a beast
nippynoodles05: lol
dryerlintradio: boob-touchin just happens to be my specialty
nippynoodles05: good thats the best lol
dryerlintradio: lol
dryerlintradio: whats the best?
nippynoodles05: the ladies being touched
dryerlintradio: lol oh
dryerlintradio: alright cool
dryerlintradio: well i lied, boob touching isnt my specialty
dryerlintradio: but im a good learner
dryerlintradio: lol
nippynoodles05: lol

I don't care about easter, I wish it was Christmas today

2004-04-12T02:39:15Z

This morning I had to wake up at like 8:30 so we could go out for brunch. I was extremely tired even though I went to bed at 11 last night. After brunch, me, mom, and unky went and visited gam. It was soooooo hot in there. Unky and I were falling asleep on the couch. We left gam's and then came home. I played badminton with mom then we went in the garage and played darts. I got effed in the a. Anywho, we played for at least 2 hours and then came in and I fell asleep on the couch for like 2 hours, woke up, checked my email, went back to the couch and fell back asleep. I was sleeping until at least 8. Lucas called and wanted me and dad to go to the Mushroomhead concert but dad didn't want to go. Dad calls Lucas "Lance Romance." Weirdo. Then we went to Taco Bell and had some tasty food. Yay. Taco Bell for Easter. We came back home and Jessica, Ryan, and Heather came over for about 30 mins and they just left. Good times. I got some cool gardening stuff for Easter. It's all pink haha yay. Me amo el color rosada. Anywho, I'll probably be up all freakin night tonight. I think I'll scan some pics now. Bye.

"I'm not doing anything wrong."

"Hey, what's that?"

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-09T15:01:00

2004-04-09T20:01:28Z

Instead of looking pissed here, I look retarded.

My left eye looks darker than my right one.

Cum 6 times, but it's 7 today

2004-04-09T17:10:55Z

Yesterday wasn't too bad. I went to school and got my report card (Straight A's w00t!) Then I went to work and I got to work on register, not dining room. Yay for that. Lucas and I worked together. Then Lucas and I got off work at the same time and he's like, "Do you want to go hang out?" and I said sure. So he went home and changed, we went to my house and played DDR and did some karaoke. At 9, we went to the mall and saw a movie....it sucked and we were the only ones in the theater so we just screwed around the entire time. That was fun. We only watched about 30 mins of the movie and then left and went back to my house. When we got back, we sang karaoke in the garage with my dad until like 12. Then Lucas went home and I sat up until like 2.

Today I was supposed to go to grandma's and wash her hair, but she's not answering her phone. I dialed her old phone number on accident and some black guy answered. He asked me so many questions and I feel weird now. Here are the questions he asked me:

*Who is this?
*How old are you?
*Where do you live?
*Where do you go to school?
*So you're in 11 grade?
*Do you have a bf?
*Do you like the cock (Ok what the fuck, guy?)

Then he told me that if I wanted to talk to anyone, I could call him and talk to him. How bout....NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freakin fuckin weirdo. I'm 16, how the fuck old is he? 35? I'm not hooking up with a 35 year old black man. Jeebus wisely. Now I'm going to sit here and wait until grandma picks up or Kim's phone isn't busy. Maybe I'll go take a shower. Probably not. Ok. Bye.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-08T14:43:00

2004-04-08T19:43:50Z

I always knew Tiffany was a huffer.....

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-06T22:28:00

2004-04-07T03:28:58Z

Last night dad and I sang karaoke in my room for like 2 hours. It was fun. hehe. Yep.

Today was ok. We picked our gym classes today. I took bowling, tennis, and personal fitness. w00t. Umm...second block...we watched a movie and I had to keep from falling asleep. I was super tired today. Third block...we went outside...dethatched a lot of the area. Psychology was boring. I don't think I'm going to like that class. We don't really take notes. We just do worksheets straight from the book. After school, I had mucho homework....but decided to go outside. It was so nice out so I pruned a lot of stuff in our yard, dethatched. Then I needed to get in the shed and couldn't find the key so I had to wait for dad to get home. Meanwhile, I sat on the front porch and worked on homework.

When Mom got home, we went around and finished dethatching and now I'm sore. Ow, rake, ow.

After that good stuff, we went to Taco Bell and ate tasty food. Then came home and I took a shower and helped mom wash dishes. I called Geoff tonight too. Hahha. I love him. We talked for about an hour. I hadn't talked to Geoff in quite a while so yeah I gave him a little ring ding. Speaking of not talking to someone in quite a while......

I haven't talked to you, Paul, in like 2 weeks. Jeez. Are you trying to kill me? I miss you, homie. Get online sometime when I'm on, or else. Yeah! You heard me! OR ELSE!

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-06T14:42:00

2004-04-06T19:42:13Z

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-05T23:04:00

2004-04-06T04:04:49Z

you are olive
#808000

Your dominant hues are red and green, so you're definately not afraid to get in and stir things up. You have no time for most people's concerns, you'd rather analyze with your head than be held back by some random "gut feeling".

Your saturation level is very high - you are all about getting things done. The world may think you work too hard but you have a lot to show for it, and it keeps you going. You shouldn't be afraid to lead people, because if you're doing it, it'll be done right.

Your outlook on life can be bright or dark, depending on the situation. You are flexible and see things objectively.

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Everybody was kung fu fighting, those kicks were fast as lightning

2004-04-06T02:18:10Z

Laura, sometimes I sits and thinks and sometimes I just sits. hahahahhahahahhahahahahhaa.

Tonight work was pretty fun. I love Lucas/Jim hahaha. I got off work at 8, we sat around until like 8:20 or so talking and then we went outside and threw stuff at the trees to see the bats fly out. We played "Bun Frisbee" too. Good times. Then I called Fasha and he came with my wheels and I drove Lucas/Jim home. When we were standing outside work, Lucas was like "What are you doing this weekend? We need to hang out." I was like ok haha. I hope Jim isn't trying to mack on me. I don't want that. hahaha.

Today we got new classes. Only one of mine changed. It was Career Development and its now Psychology. The teacher seems pretty cool so far. He was making me laugh. He was kinda boring but I laughed. He has funny posters around his room....Behold the turtle, Laura. I think we get to watch Psycho in the class. I don't really want to.

You know what movie I wanna watch? Nell. "Tay in the weeeeeeend." OOooo and the Spice Girls movie. YEAHHHH! Ok. Thats all I have to say. I think I'll go sing some Karaoke.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-04T00:08:00

2004-04-04T06:08:32Z

I got back from the fasha/daughter dance about an hour ago. 'Twas fun. Dad and I boogied for awhile. We did the chicken dance and we slow danced and took our pics. Dad looked pimp. So did I. Dad and I are just pimptastic. You know it. Ok. Nothing else to say.

ahahahaha

2004-04-03T22:19:15Z

Your Ultimate Purity Score Is...
Category	Your Score	Average
Self-Lovin'	58.3% Explored the pleasures of the flesh	65.1%
Shamelessness	69% It takes a couple of drinks	79.4%
Sex Drive	78.9% The Pope is envious	77.7%
Straightness	69.6% Felt someone up once	44.9%
Gayness	92.9% Repressed, are we?	83.6%
Fucking Sick	93.8% Refreshingly normal	90%
You are 77.49% pure Average Score: 72.7%
Take The Ultimate Purity Test and see how you match up!

Don't call my name out your window, I'm leaving

2004-04-03T21:53:58Z

So yeah...yesterday after school was the worst day I've had in quite awhile. I don't feel like typing all of it. It ends up with me asking for more hours at work and to do something other than dining room. I got my wishes, of course. So then after work, Steve came and picked me up and we went to the Pit and saw some bands. Most of the bands there were really good. J Church (they were ok, but had a cool little midget asian guy for the singer), El Oso (they were really good, considering the 2 songs we saw them play..we got there late), Time and Distance (they were good too, 2 acoustic guitars=awesome, and the guys were HOT) and the whole reason we went This Is The End (always awesome). I had a great time even though we had to sit on the skate ramps and I got dirty. I love TITE. I'm making my dad go see them next time. They are just soo awesome. Seeing them play live all I could think to myself was, "Wow...." They have amazing stage presence and they're just really in to their music. So awesome. Ok. That is all I have to say for now.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-01T22:48:00

2004-04-02T04:48:43Z

I wonder whats up with my dad lately. He's been quiet and mopey and drinking. Drinking is nothing new but its not like he gets completely shit faced. Earlier Jessica and I went to the girl's softball game to see Heather play and then we took Heather home, came to my house to copy something, and went back to get Heather. We went to McDonald's and ate (I got sick from the food) and we saw this girl, Jenni, who's in our Hort. class. She found some guy's number on the floor so we called it. Good times haha. Then we drove around Machesney and then we went over to Rockford. We saw Jessica's friend, Ryan, and his friend, J.D. We all piled in Jessica's small ass car and drove around some more. Then dad called and I had to come home. Since when do I have to be home at 9? I'm fucking 17 not 10. My parents act like I'm out doing drugs or having sex. I'm not. I wish I were out having sex. Not really though. Anyway, Paul, I'd love to stay up tonight and talk to you but I feel super shitty and I'm going to bed. Hopefully, I'll talk to you tomorrow. You better be on, ok?

Titty whities?

2004-04-01T22:15:43Z

My new glasses wooo.

This one is just for Laura. She'll know what it means.

I'm lost in the jungle known as my jade plant, Fred.

So...these next few months yield exciting new events.

1. This week-Finals=new term, new classes, new people
2. April 14&15-ACT Workshop things. Not too exciting but it gets me out of work for 2 days.
3. April 15-My birthday
4. April 17-My birthday paratie
5. May 8-Trip to Woodfield Mall with HOY!, Amanda, and John

These events should be great fun. Titty whities, Laura. I can't wait to have a class with Laura again. I hope we have classes together next year. That would be FUERTECORE! Ok. Bye.

bringthemsi @ 2004-04-01T13:56:00

2004-04-01T20:06:53Z

Like, OH EM GEE, Laura! Quiero tu culo. hahaha. Laura, te amo. Te amo mucho! Today, with the tampon and panty liner thing...that just pissed me off. Grrrrrrrr.................We just took the queer development final. I hate this class. I'm glad its over. Next term, I'll have Psychology with Laura, and some kid named Adam who I barely know. Laura, I heard we have mucho homework in Psychology. Just like packets every night and stuff. Yeah. Good times. I took my U.S. History final today...it was ok. I thought it was going to be super hard but I pretty much remembered everything. The worst grade I could have gotten on it is a C. I hope I get like an A or a B. I'll find out Monday. So yeah...half a day of school tomorrow, come home and clean up the house/my room, go to work for a few hours, go to the Pit with Steve to see TITE, come home, do whatever. I can't wait to hang out with Steve. Yeah. FUERTECORE!

bringthemsi @ 2004-03-30T07:05:00

2004-03-30T13:05:16Z

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Muchas fotografias del musical.

2004-03-30T03:09:26Z

Brittany

Me, Mr. Dredge, Magda

Em-er-lee

Eno, Me, Sarah

Some of the tolerable kiddies in the kid's chorus.

This is my little twin who had the same dress as me. Cute, eh?

I look really fuckin weird here.

MIDGE!

Me and Sarah Firm

Midge, again.

Stephen King, as the king (yes, that is his real name)

This is Tailor. She's my favorite little kid from the chorus. She's awesome.

Sarah, Em-er-lee (I think she wants me...look at that longing look on her face), Midge, Me, Nya.

Yep. That's it.